i HATE interviews. so much!

i am a nervous person.

i am an interview-phobic.

i am a viva-phobic.

i am a public speaking-phobic.

aish....snang cakap la, aku nih pemalu la.

(wakakakakaka)

sriusly i hate interviews/viva.

even for the SPA interview today,

yang sumorang dok ckp:

- "ala, chill la. diorang misti pass kan punye"

- "ala rilek a beb. mane de orang penah fail seblom nih"
- "ala xde pe la. diorang memang akan amek kite keje punye!"

ituh pon aku still boley cuak!

palpitations xpayah cakap la.

restless leg syndrome pon ade haa..

like someone was saying mase tgh tunggu turn tadi,

orang A: weyyy this is worse than waiting for MV KUMAR'S viva weyyyy...

orang B: ye la.... if MV KUMAR'S viva, we are preparing to be sent out, which is not that hard to do!
hahaha..

tapi memang agak stress la,
tunggu 4 jam untuk interview yg 10 minit je.
dengan nak kene hafal name2 menteri with titles yang berjela-jela yang lagi panjang lebar dari their actual names!

dengan akak admin yang dok kasi tips2 last minute. (which was good la, but last minute cramming and mugging-up is so stressful!)
dengan catching a glimpse of muke interviewer yang nampak garang. (naseb baek die baek)

eish.

wateva, im just glad it's over.

overall it was ok i guess.

cuma satuh soalan je yang still lingering kat kapla hotak aku nih.

eish.

of all questions, soalan ni la yang auntie SPA tuh nak tanye akuh kan...

auntie SPA: ok hazwani, awak buat elektif kat mane ye dulu?
aku: hospital raja permaisuri bainun, ipoh.
auntie SPA: so, kalau bandingkan patient kat mlake ngan ipoh, mane awak rase lagi ramai?

(crapcrapcrap!!!!! ni soalan jenis ape ni?? trick question ke apeeee? seriusly aku blank gile mase nih, tatau nk ckp pe...ahhhh bantai je ah )
aku: aaaaa..ipoh kot, sbb ward die mmg besaaar and slalu penuh.
(then aku terfikir, tapi ward mlake pon slalu penoh!!dammit.)

tibe2..
DR dari hosp mlake: ooo..so patient kat mlake tak ramai la eh?

(aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....adoiyaiiiiiii! shyte.shyte.shyte! senyuman kambing aku pon terkuar)
aku: aaa...eh ramai jugak, doctor. tapi hosp ipoh tu nampak mcm besar kot. eh tapi mlake ade old block ngan new block kan? hmm. alamak, saya pon tak brape pasti la doctor. he he.
(malu sial. bengang. malu. malu. seb baek laa aku nih tak leh blushing atau pon mmg xnmpk kot kalau aku blush. hahaha.)

dah balik bilik baru aku terpikir,

aku rase jawapan die hosp mlake lagi ramai kot.

sbb perak ade byk hosp

tapi mlake ade 1 hosp je!

dammit.

tadi tak terpiker lak.

i guess dat's just me being me.

maen cakap je, tak piker panjang dulu.

eish....

hope all goes well la.

pliz auntie SPA,
pleeeeease?
hehe.