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" The stars lean down to kiss you

And I lie awake and miss you

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.

Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly

But I'll miss your arms around me

I'd send a postcard to you, dear.

Cause I wish you were here.

I'll watch the night turn light blue

But it's not the same without you

Because it takes two to whisper quietly.

The silence isn't so bad

Till I look at my hands and feel sad

Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways

Though I haven't slept in two days

Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.

But drenched in vanilla twilight

I'll sit on the front porch all night

Waist deep in thought because when

I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink

I'll think of you tonight

(Tonight, tonight, tonight...)

I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter

And heavy wings grow lighter

I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew

But I swear I won't forget you

Oh if my voice could reach back through the past

I'd whisper in your ear:

"Oh darling I wish you were here"


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for some reason, lyfe sux rite now.
for some reason, i am a miserable creature, despite cover-ups with silly jokes and fake laughter.
for some reason, i have so much to let out here.
for some reason, i am at a loss of words at this moment.
for some reason, i can't get the above song out of my head.
for some reason, i can't seem to let anyone in.
for some reason, i go through day-to-day life like a zombie.
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for some reason,
i still can't let go.....
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