this moment in time.
where i am rite now.
has got to be the most stressful EVER,
most dreaded,
final hurdle in a med student's life.
after 5 years of brain-cramming,
finally,
it all comes down to
4 theory papers
and 3 practical exams.
of which the outcome is a matter of
life-and-death.(drama queen...!)
but really.
- who wants to spend another 6 months in med skool!! (spashly this college)
- who wants to face this dreadful, agonizing, traumatic-3month-stressful period all over again!!
- who wants to see their fwens of 5 years come for their graduation ceremony and think "i was supposed 2 be there too, smiling laughing celebrating with them"..!!
- who wants to browse thru facebook and see all their fwens updates on their new hospital posting, their new garang H.O.D, their cute M.O., their amusing patients, their joys of performing procedures or assisting surgeries, their hectic hectic life as a doctor, blablabla... and wishing so badly that u had passed ur final MBBS along with them too.
im sure none of us wud like this person above to be us.
let's just pray and hope for the best.
nways.
my 1st two theory papers were ultimate disasters.
im not even gonna bitch about it anymore.
done that on facebuk olredi hehe.
( sape kate aku tak power spot soalan.. sume soalan2 yang kluar untuk 2nd paper are the topics which i decided to skip confidently while doing my last-minute revising. damn. my instincts are certainly not to be trusted. )
naseb baek the 3rd paper was ok.
actually some of the questions were ridiculously easy,
that we even repeatedly read it over and over just to make sure it wasn't a trick question!
but hey who's complaining,
im glad it was do-able.
hopefully it can make up for my devastating marks in the previous 2 papers.
sumbodi from another batch said "hey we got some of those questions too for our unis exam!! u know, its easy coz DR. U is the one who set the medicine questions"
no wonder.
die memang baik orangnye.
thanx DR.U!
hoping the next final paper will be do-able too.
that's the last chance i hav to grab as many marks as possible to make sure i pass the theory component of my exams.
=(
after this will be the most horrifying part of the final MBBS exam.
long case and 3 short cases!!
this is where people usually mess up.
like sumbodi told me a few days ago " ala. forget these theory papers la. probably they dont even mark our papers! practical exam more important."
i get shivers down my spine just thinking about short cases!
plus i can be such a troublesome-nervous-wreck at these crucial moments of my life!
oh well.
we'll just see how evrything goes.
this weekend im taking some time off studying,
at least for 1 day.
i just cant take all the pages and pages of medical blabber anymore.
and while i am chill-axing,
i've been berangan-ing of wat to ask my parents for my graduation present!
( hahaha...i know.. TAK MALU BTOL AKU NIH )
plus i know my ayah + mama will read my blog!
hehehe.
bagus2.
dear ayah,
i want a new phone!
coz my phone (which i bought with my own money) really sux big time!
the keypads keep cracking.
and i keep on spending 70 bucks to repair the stoopid keypads,
(which will later crack anyway after only a few days!!
the longest i've managed to not crack the keypads is for 2months.
and it's not my fault ok. the keypads are just damn fragile.)
so ayah i want phone SAMSUNG JET ok!
hehehehe
boley la ayah.
pleeeez, pleeeeeez, pleezzzz!
(^___^)
reasons why ayah shud get me a SAMSUNG JET:
- coz i didnt ask for i-phone which is much much much expensiver!
- coz dah lame tak mintak present!
- coz boley kire as 2-in-1 la, graduation + bday present!
( if i pass la.... AMINNNNNNN )
- coz initially thought of asking for laptop, tapi since this phone is so crappy.............hehe.
- coz this would be the last thing that u would be buying for me, coz after this when i start working, i'll have to buy evrything using my own money!
( tambah ngan adeq aku si liana yang tak malu, yang awal2 dah booking nak ipod + sony ericsson phone when i get my pay nanti. amboiamboi! )
